Thursday, July 28, 2011

Abandoned

I have had someone in my life for a very very long time...
It has taken me forever to realize that she may have been bad for me to be around.
Not bad as in a bad influence, just bad for me.
I hate missing her, even though I feel better now than I have in a while.
Friends grow apart and I am no exception.
I have made new friends over the years and do not regret one thing I have ever done or said.
I would do the same all over again, but there is this part of me that still feels sorry, it feels sad and hurt. A part of me that wishes you would still call, or write, just send me something that shows me you still care.I know its selfish, but I want to know that as I sit and think about you that maybe you miss me too.

2 comments:

  1. I love you. I know it's not easy growing apart from someone you love. But hanging on because you feel you "have to" only leads to bitterness and resentment anyway.
    And, I love you. <3

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  2. I love you too, thanks for always being there for me <3

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